I was so confused how I can wanted to be in Florida, then we get moved here and I am wishing we were tucked safe and sound in my little mountain town in Utah. One day soon after the girls started school I realized ... drum roll please.. I am longing for the days in Florida I already had. The days of when my girlies were tiny. A lot people are thinking duh, You have been sulking for months about Jaidyn starting kindergarten.
I guess I am thick!! because It just dawned on me. I am longing for my babies!! Endless sunny day of beach. The tiny toes I once polished with the palest shade of pink digging in the sandy beach. They have been replaced by multicolored toes of personality, painted by the hands of little girls. 

Two little girls Chubby legs, that once learned to walk on the beach have been replaced with long and lean powerful legs that can do this...,

AND THIS..

Naps on the beach were a common part of their world, sometimes on Mama under a palm tree. Sometimes in their little duckie sun tent. Now it is go, go from the moment they hit the beach.


After a day at the beach, we use to tuck them in their car seats. Freshly diapered and as sand free as you can get little fat rolls. Give them a bottle or sippy, Happily they sat or slept until we got home for a bubble bath. Now it is a complaint fest, "I am hot", "I am sandy", "I am tired", "I want a drink" "when are we going to be home". The list goes on and on. I am so very happy they are growing up to be happy, funny and smart girls. But I do long for those days when they were tiny. Endless Florida sun. Disney during the week, no lines, now we are hangin with the rest of America and the World during weekends and school holidays. Time for a new normal. And once again time for Brenda to let go!!!

My girlies l